Woot, last final was today! *dances around*

So, now all I have to do is play the waiting game for a few more days and then SCHOOL IS OVER!!!

Today was pretty eventful. We had another "trust" crisis within the class because some retard refused to come clean about throwing pens. It's amazing how something so minor can turn into a big deal. *sigh*  Why can't it all just end?

Student Council interviews were today. Holy crap, I was so freakin' nervous. It's scary, because everyone said they were asked "Are you open to any other positions?", yet I wasn't asked it at all! Well, there's still hope...right? T_T

And, I finally got my hosting account with Skye! Much love to her, so now that finals are over, I can focus on getting this site up before the end of the month. I might announce this to the group just in case anyone wants to make any early contributions, but I'll have to think about it.

What else? Oh, I think I finally mastered the art of drawing Takuya. Kind of. For some reason, he's the easiest person to draw compared to the other 4 of them. I tried drawing Akira, and...well, it didn't turn out all that beautiful. Some day I'll conquer this drawing thing! *thrusts fist into the air*

Somehow that reminds me that I have to get working on my 100_challenge icons. Crap, I must be a weeks overdue. Better get to that soon.

Oh, anime convention on Friday! *rejoices*
It'll be my first ever. Sounds like great fun, and I hope I can get some cool merchandise (*cough*Bleachplushies*cough*). I'm probably going to be able to stay around for the D'espairsRay concert. I listened to one of their songs today that a friend shared with me a long time ago. I have to say, I am not used to their dark, gothic style. Still, I hear that their lives are "interesting", so I wouldn't mind going to watch if it's at no extra charge.

That's about it. I have major work to do on my site, accounts to set up, and advertisements to make. I'll probably scope out some J-music related sites and start link-exchanging. I promised this fan site was going to be big, and boy, I am not joking. I'll do whatever it takes to spread the (English) UVERlove all over the internet! BWAHAHAHAHAHAZ!

I think I can safely label today as one of the worst days of my life and probably the worst day so far in my entire school career.

I don't know how it could get worse, but I'm sure if this day could get worse, it would be something extremely awful. First, someone's pens got stolen, and since no one gave them back, our class is now being accused of stealing. Next, we get checked for smoking because some idiot decided to have a puff in the boy's bathroom. Then, we get a lecture about the pen thing. Another lecture followed almost immediately after concerning our (my class's) conduct during one of our classes (which is not the first time). To top it all off, I was one of the names the teacher gave to our principal as one who was misbehaving.

At first, I was extremely alarmed at the smoking bit, and I was worried about the person who was doing it if the principal found a clue as to who it is. During the pen lecture, I could feel my cynical side coming out, and I constantly looked around, thinking that it could have been anyone. First pens, and then what? An Ipod? Anything's possible.

But the thing that hurt, and I mean hurt, the most, was that I was considered one of the most disruptive during one of our classes. I've always behaved in class, and have had to sit through countless lectures because of my other classmates behavior. Never before have I been designated as one such disruptor, so it's a new feeling for me. Only one time do I recall being told to quite down, and only one time do I remember. Maybe the teacher said it more than once when I wasn't paying attention, but there were definitely people who had their names called more than mine. It stung when the principal said my name. I had to really hold the tears back that were pricking the back of my eyes. Even now I'm doing it. I'm not really that mad at the teacher, though I'm not totally OK with him. I'm really more disappointed in myself. Have I really gotten so used to everything that now I'm talking out without even noticing? Have I really gotten so lax and disrespectful?

Really, for the first time in my entire life, I am afraid to go to school. Actually, no, that's an understatement. I'm terrified. Our principal, during the conduct lecture, seriously threatened to expel the entire class, should the misconduct continue. And you know what? She'd do it, too. I am so frightened at what might happen tomorrow, or even the remainder of the school year. At first, 40 days seemed like nothing. but after today, I think it might be the longest 40 days of my life. I wish I could just escape somewhere and never come back. I really hate that place now. At first, I thought I could handle it, but with still another year to go, I don't know if I can take it. I'm starting to think that maybe changing schools wouldn't be so bad. This would be especially true if my class did end up getting expelled.

All I can do now is hope for a better tomorrow. Ha! As if that was possible. I know that all that awaits us are more lectures, more yelling, more screaming, more disappointment, and all that other bad stuff. I don't know if I'll make it through the school year at this point. If I do, I'll be sure to thank Lady Luck.